OKAY!
i've got many things to update about.

okay. atc's over.
went school at 1000 on fri morning to report though we're only supposed to report at 1315. then we went tanglin macs for lunch and we did command prac when we went back to school. then we left for ubin! only 13 ppl came for atc and there were 12 grps. so lucky GROUP ONE had 2 crescentians, the other grps only had one. im in grp 11! and suay suay we reached the earliest so we sat in front of each grp and the ppl in front were supposed to be the ICs for the day! so all the crescentians became ICs. haha. then we pitched tents and im in tent 6. then we had dinner and i met a pervert! on the way back to put the rations because im the IC, kendrick offered to go with me. and it was only the 2 of us walking tgt.

kendrick: eh you very pretty leh.
me:uhh..(speechless)
an awkward silence
kendrick: eh you really very pretty leh
i didnt want to reply because i was freaking out. hah
kendrick: eh you really very pretty leh. did anyone tell you youre very pretty before?
me: no
kendrick: you got bf?
me: no...

LIKE EWW. i was so freaked out!
sighs. then we had squad interaction. and apparently because im the IC im supposed to start the ball rolling and i've got nth much to talk abt. then we got campfire preparation singing all the songs and having so much fun! then we got night walk. the people are so sweet! 6 ppl in one grp, 2boys walk in front, 2 girls walk in the middle and another 2 boys walk behind. they're trying to protect the girls! then it was xiahong, jy, jiahao, peter and another guy tht i dont know the name. the boys were ultra nice, forever going "girls be careful ah, got twig got twig" , " girls be careful ah, got hole got hole" etc. hah. and they kept stepping down on protruding roots to let us cross without tripping, so sweet! and jiahao kept wanting to do headcount, so funny. haha. our group CIs are andrew and wei quan sir. and i cldnt sleep at night because there were ppl singing frm johor agn! ):

sat
had PT then breakfast. then went kayaking and it was insisted tht a girl partners a boy, so i partnered jiahao. and it was so malu. the girl is supposed to get into the kayak first so i went into the kayak first. then i dont know what happened, when jiahao got in he used the wrong method and i capsized! like so paiseh lah,he didnt capsize because he havent really sat inside yet. omg. havent even set off alr capsize liao. and im the only one! and jiahao forgot how to kayak but he slowly got the hang of it i guess. haha. and kendrick and hongwei kept coming over to splash water at me and kendrick was threatening to capsize my kayak with his kayak. and we had to stand in the kayak in the middle of the sea and i was so scared tht the kayak will capsize! then it was land expedition which was kind of tiring. but we saw the quarry! and the wild boar drill is funny. then we had ATF. so scary! i did the balancing thingy one. got 3 options lah, and each option got 3 phases. i cldnt balance myself on the string and i was screaming like crazy. when i got to the pole i almost cried and i was screaming like nobody's business till i realized everyone on the ground was staring up at me. so paiseh. haha. and everyone esp jy kept encouraging me. haha. then hong wei was so sweet. he came to directly below me and kept on encouraging me till the end. thankyou! but the last 2 phases was well done okay! then we had the tunnel thing. i was pretty scared but i trusted my teammates to bring me through the whole thing, so yeah, i succeeded. then we had to go home because of Os. haix. i cldnt even stay for campfire! ):
but anw on sun, few hours after atc ended, my group mate msged me! haha. she managed to get my number(:

mon was Os. it was okay except i wrote the wrong qn no! shucks. then went PS. tues had np. tday had eng bridging course. then we went town and cynthia was so funny. we were at auntie anne's buying pretzels and she called 18-year-old Allen over there UNCLE. and he was so hurt! haha. and we saw JIAJUN SIR there too! and he recognised us! haha. afterall atc ended not too long ago what. and we saw eddie sir too.

okay i tell you ah. i didnt mean to compare, but i totally loved area 20! they are much better than our area. the direct opposite. in our area, everyone in the other schools had the mindset of "for each his own" but being in the same camp as area 20, you could totally feel like you can trust them and be assured that they wont leave you out. they are just so friendly without any feelings of stress. you dont have to constantly feel like you have to lead because no one wants to lead, because the ppl there are willing to lead if they have to. in area 14, no one wants to take the initiative to lead and crescent ppl are always the ones. in fact, this atc is veryvery enjoyable and it feels like a leisure camp instead! i love it alot!

to tent 6 people: amalina,salina, jessica,racha. i miss you guys!
to GRP 11 people: SYAFIQ, KENDRICK, YONG MENG, ASRAF, JOVIAN, HONGWEI, SALINA, AMALINA, JESSICA, JACQUELINE. i know you arent gonna read this but thanks so much guys! i really missed you veryveryveryveryveryvery much! thanks for making me feel like im a part of area 20 and the group though im like an outsider. thanks for all the wonderful memories! im gonna keep them forever in my heart and i'll rmb each and everyone of you and the things you've done for me to make my final atc so meaningful! i wont forget you and i hope you wont forget me either! thanks sweety pies!<3
i know this'll be something i rmb for life. you've brought great joy to me and i hope i had too!

HAPPY BELATED BDAY BEN AND MR LEE JW!

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