im very sorry squadmates
for losing my temper at you guys, esp xy and iffah. I was really tired this morn and I was thinking abt the tons of hw left undone and the rest of my week is like booked with outings so I cant do any of them. and then I learnt tht this entire wk's weekdays are booked by np and I cant attend them and I cant cancel my outings too because the others will get mad at me and I cant not go for np too, if not I will lag behind the others in fancy drills. then during fancy drills practice I keep failing to catch the dropping rifles and I felt so stressed and lost confidence in my fancy drills and I even felt like quitting the team. I was really upset and disappointed with myself. and I lost my temper at you guys when you tried cheering me up. im so sorry. next time if you see me on the verge of breaking down, just ignore me, trying to cheer me up will make me feel worse. but I appreciate the effort guys. thank you so much. dont feel hurt or disappointed if I said or did smth I shldnt have this morn. i didnt mean it. you guys really mean a lot to me and I dont want you guys to feel unhappy because of me okay? pls forgive me?

3:28 PM

konbanwa!

ytd had to go tiong earlier to meet up with sqdmates to do ROD stuff! then went for tkd. and then when tkd ended, we went to tiong to shop some more for ROD stuff and we saw mr keong and steve. then we saw ivan sir at the mrt station and baoting at OG. haha. see so many ppl! then i had family gathering and we saw DEUTER bags at 50% discounts. my uncle bought me and my sister one each without even thinking twice. haha. then my uncle bought a waistpouch for himself and he was afraid my aunt would nag at him agn because he has tons of them at home alr. haha. he told us to lie to her that the waistpouch is only 10bucks.

tday i went for the xmas charity carnival at yishun! didnt get to see the ppl that i hope to see though. and at carnivals can only eat and eat what. so i ate and ate lorh. haha. and i saw the black belt sir who came for thurs trng at the carnival too! but he doesnt seem to recognise me ): then we went to the hawker centre nearby and ate alot aft the carnival ended. then we didnt feel like gg home so we went shopping at northpoint. on the way home i was playing all those games with jet and lynn and my sis and i were trying to irritate calvin kor with the exact same msgs and his replies are so funny!

kayys. gtg prepare ROD stuff liao! (:
ROD TMR! :D

2:52 PM